What da hell m i doin here ...

Well well well ... M i dreamin : o If not, thn wat da f*** m i doin here. A guy least bothered abt readin n writing is here to do blogging. Never thought in my wildest dreams dat some day even i culd do dis shit. By da way, hw culd i ever thnk of al dis non-sense whn my dreams r wild, lol : D Kiddin guyz ... so juz shut ur imaginative mind frm gettin wilder. Frankly speakin .. i dunt dream !!

Jokes apart. Wat m i doin here ... ???

It was thursday, juz 4 days away frm my exam. Lost in thought, as to hw to go abt covering al theory topics whn m only done wid da application part whch meks it to abt 10% of total syllabus. Dis is not n unusual situation for me, so by nw m used 2 it and can control my nerves.
I got fed up thnkin abt al dis tension .. pressure was buildin up. To lift my mood, i switched over 2 TV. While i was surfin thru da channels, 2 my pleasant surprise i found GURU was being telecast on FILMY. Whoaaaaa ... it gave me gr8 inspiration not to open " duniya ki sabse badi company " but atleast to score a first class. Yes .. u r ryt, i was glued 2 it, til the end.
Wat next ... already started gettin a headache because of mixed feelins of exam tension n inspiration frm da movie. I made my way out of dis confusion n had a nap for abt more thn 4 hours. Well ... datz da definition of nap 4 me. But i got up at da ryt tym, coz a terrific match between Royal Challengers Bangalore (RCB) n Chennai Super Kings (CSK) was goin on. Do i even need to mention dat i followed it till da last ball being bowled ?
I took a tea-break n mennnnnnn ... da most awaitied match frm da mornin. It was Rajasthan Royals (RR) vs Mumbai Indians (MI). So no need to tell, it was midnight by da tym the match ended. Well .. it was quite disappointing dat v lost it by mere 2 runs. (No need 2 mention dat i dint studied even for a minute da entire day n was gettin inspired 2 score 60 up : D) Felt bad dat v lost da match, ya i support MI.
It was juz not a perfect day for me, already feelin low frm da mornin. Not even felt lyk sleepin. Wat 2 do ... study ??? At this point of tym, it was a very bad option : ( Suddenly i realised abt da blog whch kuni was talkin abt. Ohh .. i dint mentioned. I had a brief word wid kuni a few dayz ago where he mentioned abt his blog. Wherein he mentioned " aree .. bloggin karne se u feel good. Jo tere dil mein hota hai na wo sab bahar aa jata hai whn u type dwn. (i hv heard abt pen dwn ... dunno whether type dwn is ryt or wrong ... but nywayz whu cares men !!) "
So i thot of atleast goin thru kuni's blog. It was nice ... one article or post, where he mentions da clash between " to flaunt urself or not " was really nice and was accompanied by da likes of SRK n Aamir. Very keen observation i must say ... But derz 1 post whch talks abt some shayaaris abt some stupid poet frm FM, mennnn .. it was such a pain readin thm. Understandin thm was altogether a different story. No offense against kuni n dat poet, it might happen dat i might not b in dat frame of mind 2 read n understand da stuff. Frm der i got da link to a " schizophrenic " gal, lol ... datz my frnd sneha. To tell u abt her, she alwayz proves dat shes a big WASTE n datz hw she earned dis title " WASTE " : )
So .. wat abt dis schizophrenic gal ??? Went thru few articles, whch really touched me. As in, made me go back in da past n re-live those moments once agn. I became so happy n cheerful after readin those few articles. Even after havin such a pathetic day wherein nothng went ryt, MI lost da match .. n dat pain after readin those shayaris. Articles such as " birthday" n " 13b " made me feel better n relaxed n thn i remembered kuni's words. Ya .. it did work, really felt better. Lost in those days of SIES wid visions fever al-over, those beautiful moments, celebrations, birthdays, gymkhana n gymkhane-wali .. (few of thm might remember), hang outs, movies, night outs, droozin durin lectures ... Wat a tym v used 2 hv n nw it feels as if everythgz got over, ofcourse it is .. ! But da whole point is dat, as v moved ahead in lyf, v dint had da same moments in our lives, atleast i dint.
So basically, m here to re-live those memories. Share thm wid my frnds ... If not wid ny1 thn atleast wid me. Koi na koi incident toh likh hi loonga .. whch vil mek me go thru those evergreen memories n mek myself cheerful in some way. Agn dis vil inspire me to lead my lyf in a better way, or atleast mek n effort to mek my lyf cheerful rather thn being lonely or cribbin abt wat i m goin thru. Dis is da thought wid whch m here to blog, dunno hw lon i vil go or wat i vil achieve thru dis, but thot of mekin n effort n itz a first step towards it. But really thnks 2 kuni n sneha 4 tekin me back in tym n mekin me cheerful.

Itz 3 in da mornin n damn, i dunt even feel sleepy .. wanna write more. But wat shld i jot dwn ... Lemme think n get back to incident frm da past .. whch shld b cheerful enough to lift my mood .. : ) But guess wat .. i shld sleep nw after such a satisfactory tym i spent here. Dunno hw lon my sleep wuld b as my nap lasted for abt 4 hours, lol .. : D